| | The nearer it gets to my graduation the more stressed out I get. I am not feeling excited about it at all right now, maybe I am, but the stress is overwhelming everything else. I am more excited about going back home than about my graduation...even though this is like one in a lifetime event.
First reason is cos my parents told me they are not coming over for my graduation after all. I do not wish to list the reasons they gave me here. I am trying to understand them all, but sometimes, I really hate to have to swallow my own disappointment just because I am trying my hardest to understand others.
Second reason is cos I am suddenly overwhelmed by lots of assignments and exams...and I am feeling unmotivated to do any of them. I have to force myself to get through them everyday. I keep telling myself this is already the last lap of the race, but somehow..I am just feeling really lazy to do anything at times.
Third reason is that whenever I think about what I am going to do in the future, the more I think I wouldn't live up to others' expectation of me.
I am not making sense right now...think I will just go and take a nap and hope I will wake up feeling better.
Wen Yen |
| | Posted 4/13/2006 3:17 PM - 52 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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